gus.nixon
and now we rise and we are everywhere
- Apr 19, 2020
- 309
Hi and good morning everyone from the United States of America. I hope everyone is having a good weekend so far. It seems after I decided to take public transportation to get me where I want to be, life has started to feel less unbearable. I'm not changing my mind, quite the opposite actually. It just feels very satisfying to be making plans that are 100% all mine. My original plan was to OD on strong opiates, but I have been persuaded to go a different route, specifically SN. I started having doubts as to the efficacy of opiate overdose, so I began to look into SN and I like what I'm reading about it.
I live in the United States, so buying SN was no problem. I just went to everyone's favorite jumbo monster online retailer and got some. Now, the meto was a different story. This stuff requires prescription. I emailed my Dr yesterday and gave him a story about having symptoms of an old problem reoccur and the only remedy is meto, blah blah blah. He thought it best to try alternative medicines (should have seen that one coming) and I thanked him. Cross that idea off the list. The last thing I want is outside forces to catch wind of my little bus trip and put a stop to it. What I did end up doing though was use an online Indian pharmacy and pay with bitcoin (it was a payment method and I just so happened to have some). So far, so good. I received a confirmation email from this Indian retailer and they are readying my order for shipment. If it gets here, that would be amazing. I will keep you all in the loop every step of the way because you all are the only people I can talk to about this. I'm thinking that this covid-19 thing will delay shipment, but we'll have to wait and see. I was looking for a mid-May date but this might have to be pushed back some.
One thing I'm still a little confused about with the SN method is the debate of the dopamine blockers and their importance. They sound pretty important to me because it makes sense that the longer I keep the SN inside me without barfing it all up the better. I don't want to this to be one of those things that takes multiple attempts to get right, you feel me? Anyway, you are all my new best friends so I'll keep you up to date every step of the way. I'll leave you with some music by Elliott Smith. Elliott was one of us. He caught the bus, in fact he was in the middle of putting out his last album when he died. I recommend everyone listen to his last album (really all of them if you have a chance).
I live in the United States, so buying SN was no problem. I just went to everyone's favorite jumbo monster online retailer and got some. Now, the meto was a different story. This stuff requires prescription. I emailed my Dr yesterday and gave him a story about having symptoms of an old problem reoccur and the only remedy is meto, blah blah blah. He thought it best to try alternative medicines (should have seen that one coming) and I thanked him. Cross that idea off the list. The last thing I want is outside forces to catch wind of my little bus trip and put a stop to it. What I did end up doing though was use an online Indian pharmacy and pay with bitcoin (it was a payment method and I just so happened to have some). So far, so good. I received a confirmation email from this Indian retailer and they are readying my order for shipment. If it gets here, that would be amazing. I will keep you all in the loop every step of the way because you all are the only people I can talk to about this. I'm thinking that this covid-19 thing will delay shipment, but we'll have to wait and see. I was looking for a mid-May date but this might have to be pushed back some.
One thing I'm still a little confused about with the SN method is the debate of the dopamine blockers and their importance. They sound pretty important to me because it makes sense that the longer I keep the SN inside me without barfing it all up the better. I don't want to this to be one of those things that takes multiple attempts to get right, you feel me? Anyway, you are all my new best friends so I'll keep you up to date every step of the way. I'll leave you with some music by Elliott Smith. Elliott was one of us. He caught the bus, in fact he was in the middle of putting out his last album when he died. I recommend everyone listen to his last album (really all of them if you have a chance).
