Suicide prevention warnings and help is all about money. Doctors make money treating you, drug companies make money selling meds ( that don't work) and the hotline people make themselves feel all warm and fuzzy with their good deeds. Please stop all the bullshit. Don't think for a minute your doing anything for me. In a way I feel sorry for these people, they don't have the courage to accept my choice of what I want to do with my life. Nor do they really try to understand the pain (both mental and physical) that I suffer daily.