Venting One of the boys that raped me tried to contact me again...

[Ladylethal]

A couple of years ago these boys drugged, raped and robbed me....I did what I could to move on and forget. Been raped before it wasn't anything new.
One of the boys has been trying to add me /message me online no matter how many times I block him. I.even asked his lady to please get him to leave me the hell alone. He tried messaging me again tonight. I pathetically tried to call someone to talk to just to be ignored. I hate everyone. I fucking hate them I can't wait to CTB next week.

 

[Meretlein]

I'm so sorry. I wish there was more I could say. You didn't deserve any of that.

 

[Ladylethal]

I'm so sorry. I wish there was more I could say. You didn't deserve any of that.

Atleast someone heard me...

 

[Laststop]

I'm really sorry you've had to deal with that. It's something, the things we go through.

 

[Fallen bad23]

so sorry that you had to go through all of this pain, you definately didn't deserve this. I hope you find a way to move on and find peace of mind and soul that you are totally worthy of :) If you can why don't report these men to the cops?

 

[oopswronglife]

. Been raped before it wasn't anything new.

This breaks my heart and isn't something anyone should ever be able to say. I am guessing they weren't caught nor punished or else you could call the police and report it as harrassment?

 

[Ladylethal]

so sorry that you had to go through all of this pain, you definately didn't deserve this. I hope you find a way to move on and find peace of mind and soul that you are totally worthy of :) If you can why don't report these men to the cops?

Happened years ago...Ha I wouldn't even know where to start...

 

[Lady black]

Such a bastard, eh should leave you alone. But is there a chance you could get revenge?

 

[Ruffian]

I wish there were a way I could find find your attackers and slowly torture them while you cheer me on.

 

[Ladylethal]

Such a bastard, eh should leave you alone. But is there a chance you could get revenge?

I've never thought about it before...Im just so used of this ...idk it never occurred to me.

I wish there were a way I could find find your attackers and slowly torture them while you cheer me on.

You'd be going after alot of people lol
My mother went up to one of the boys, hugged him while saying, " Oh you remember who this is don't you? Haha!"
I am looking forward to next week.

 

[Lady black]

So your mother loves one of your torturers?

 

[Nem]

Sorry to hear, also sorry that you weren't able to have them killed or get the job done yourself

 

[hemonpath]

In my country people like that dissapear... Publicly. Usually involves a tire and gasoline. Fuck them.

Condolences are not enough, lady..

 

[Dead beat dad]

There is a special place in hell for these mother fuckers.
I am so sorry for what has happened to you and the pain that you're living day in and day and for the place it has brought you.
I'm sorry nothing I can say or do will make you feel any better, but I am here to listen if you want to vent your spleen.
I honestly and sincerely wish you peace sister and I hope that light and kindness find you and that your suffering is brought to a close.
DBD

 

[marcusuk63]

have a date with him next week , as in take him out

 

[crimea_river]

So sorry for your situation and the sequence of events that have brought you to where you are now.

Whatever the future brings for you, I hope it's at least tinged with some happiness.

 

[Broken Chimera]

Those are the types I want to see in a Brazilian prison. Sick SOB. I'm sorry you're going through that.

 

[Alec]

I'm really sorry!!! I wish there was some other way for me to help something more than just say I'm sorry! You don't deserve this! You deserve to be loved and I love you!!!

 

[Ruffian]

I've never thought about it before...Im just so used of this ...idk it never occurred to me.

You'd be going after alot of people lol
My mother went up to one of the boys, hugged him while saying, " Oh you remember who this is don't you? Haha!"
I am looking forward to next week.

Eh. Unfortunately for some reason many issues during my unhappy childhood were resolved physically. I was bullied by a group of boys at age 10, and learned quickly to fake like you're going for the balls, then kick one of their shins with everything you've got. And ALWAYS get up, and run away as fast as you can if possible. I used to practice jumping up from the ground and running. I can't stand to see or think of someone being physically intimidated, physically or sexually, no matter their age, size, or gender. I may not be able to take them all down, but now 911 is everywhere.

 

[Joannf]

A couple of years ago these boys drugged, raped and robbed me....I did what I could to move on and forget. Been raped before it wasn't anything new.
One of the boys has been trying to add me /message me online no matter how many times I block him. I.even asked his lady to please get him to leave me the hell alone. He tried messaging me again tonight. I pathetically tried to call someone to talk to just to be ignored. I hate everyone. I fucking hate them I can't wait to CTB next week.

Such a pity. If I were in your situation, I would seek them out and torturously kill them before ctb.
I totally have the means, I just don't know anyone who deserves to be killed.
You of all are the last to deserve death.

 

[Shamana]

A couple of years ago these boys drugged, raped and robbed me....I did what I could to move on and forget. Been raped before it wasn't anything new.
One of the boys has been trying to add me /message me online no matter how many times I block him. I.even asked his lady to please get him to leave me the hell alone. He tried messaging me again tonight. I pathetically tried to call someone to talk to just to be ignored. I hate everyone. I fucking hate them I can't wait to CTB next week.

Thought about getting the police involved? I imagine you may have an aversion to the police if you are thinking about suicide, but no one should be allowed to do what they are doing and they should be in jail.

 

[LaBrava]

Thought about getting the police involved? I imagine you may have an aversion to the police if you are thinking about suicide, but no one should be allowed to do what they are doing and they should be in jail.

This occurred to me also, although I know how useless law enforcement can be when it comes to things that really matter. Very sorry that you have had to go through this.