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Welcumtotherealworld
Student
- Feb 12, 2019
- 126
Nr 1. Tell yourself that you're not gonna kill yourself, you're only gonna test it out to see if it works. I almost passed out from practicing partial after finding my sweetspot. I decided to stop it early, but I firmly believe that if I had waited 2 seconds more I wouldn't have been able to get to my feet. It was extremely hard to get to my feet and I barely made it. I thought that I would've had a few seconds extra to possibly stop it, but nope partial can kill you without you even intending on it.
2. Jerking off whilst doing it. I know, I know it sounds a bit dirty, but it's an easy way to get desensitized to hanging, you might even get turned on by it after a while. It won't be pleasant for whoever finds you, but at least it can be passed off as a non-suicide or at least not an intentional one. Although your family members will probably say that you just hung yourself because it's more palpable to say than:
"Oh my son accidentally died because he had an auto erotic asphyxiation fetish"
I tired jerking off during partial and it was a bit hard, but I was tricking my body's natural instinct to procreate to push away the fear. Your drive for procreation is literally stronger than your fear drive so this is a good way to give that big middle finger to your survival instinct.
2. Jerking off whilst doing it. I know, I know it sounds a bit dirty, but it's an easy way to get desensitized to hanging, you might even get turned on by it after a while. It won't be pleasant for whoever finds you, but at least it can be passed off as a non-suicide or at least not an intentional one. Although your family members will probably say that you just hung yourself because it's more palpable to say than:
"Oh my son accidentally died because he had an auto erotic asphyxiation fetish"
I tired jerking off during partial and it was a bit hard, but I was tricking my body's natural instinct to procreate to push away the fear. Your drive for procreation is literally stronger than your fear drive so this is a good way to give that big middle finger to your survival instinct.