Story One hard day, another

[StrawberryPanic]

I think I'm dead inside. I've never lived like that, without no dream or thought about me in the future. Before all of this, I've felt alive, now I just want another life, 'cause I can't see the light for that. On the next 2 months I dont even will have where to live, i don't want to back to where I was abused. I have no one for me, even me.
Today's morning, thinking about how i'll do the end, it seems like scary, in times like that, I'm a person who never could end your own life. But now, it seems like a task.

 

[timf]

Our view of life has been shaped to a great extent by the institutions (school, media, corporations) that show themselves as the way life should be lived. For those of us who fall outside institutional parameters, it can seem like there is no where else to go.

Prior to the ascendancy of institutions, people dealt with each other as individuals. In the 1930s many who did not have jobs found a couple of hours of work for a housewife sweeping or cleaning could get them some money for food.

Help could also be found at small churches also often in exchange for work. People could find employemnt and even a room to stay with a small business. We have come so far from the days when people dealt with people that it can seem unreal. However, there are still people who can offer help outside of an institutional framework.

 

[StrawberryPanic]

Our view of life has been shaped to a great extent by the institutions (school, media, corporations) that show themselves as the way life should be lived. For those of us who fall outside institutional parameters, it can seem like there is no where else to go.

Prior to the ascendancy of institutions, people dealt with each other as individuals. In the 1930s many who did not have jobs found a couple of hours of work for a housewife sweeping or cleaning could get them some money for food.

Help could also be found at small churches also often in exchange for work. People could find employemnt and even a room to stay with a small business. We have come so far from the days when people dealt with people that it can seem unreal. However, there are still people who can offer help outside of an institutional framework.

Thank you for show me this perspective, I really want to try it.