I mean, you can't feel anything. Which is better than suffering.
I tried to protect others by pushing them away, but that just brought more suffering. I'm going to CTB and I'm sure it'll come as a shock for everyone around me.
control has been taken away from me at every point in my life. It's a little comforting to know that my final act will be a choice I made and nobody else.
12/31/2025 is the day for me. Will be driving off to a very distant place carefully selected for its geography and ability to conceal my corpse, far from towns to hide sounds of a gunshot, parking my vehicle at the side of the road of an empty FM road, walking for as long as my legs will take me, take a seat and then make my final choice. 7.62x39 to the roof of the mouth should get things started if not finish things.
Hopefully nobody finds my body and the wild animals just consume my corpse so there's little signs of me left. Don't want a funeral. Would rather people assume I ran off and am living some other life than have them know what I am going to do.
I tried to protect others by pushing them away, but that just brought more suffering. I'm going to CTB and I'm sure it'll come as a shock for everyone around me.
control has been taken away from me at every point in my life. It's a little comforting to know that my final act will be a choice I made and nobody else.
12/31/2025 is the day for me. Will be driving off to a very distant place carefully selected for its geography and ability to conceal my corpse, far from towns to hide sounds of a gunshot, parking my vehicle at the side of the road of an empty FM road, walking for as long as my legs will take me, take a seat and then make my final choice. 7.62x39 to the roof of the mouth should get things started if not finish things.
Hopefully nobody finds my body and the wild animals just consume my corpse so there's little signs of me left. Don't want a funeral. Would rather people assume I ran off and am living some other life than have them know what I am going to do.
