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Jul 31, 2018
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Can't remember if I've posted this before but hey...

In 97 I took proactive for the first time for depression. It was amazing. Quite literally a miracle cure.
Before I was despondent depressed and every little thing got to me.
Now nothing touched me, anything bad happened I shrugged it off. It made me feel ten foot tall and bulletproof. My confidence skyrocketed. I went from hardly being able to talk to people to being able to chat up girls without any shyness.
I remember standing on the railway station looking round at everyone I just couldn't believe everyone else had it sooooo easy. Wow.
Anyway a year later it wore off.
I tried taking a higher dose and it disconnected me from reality to the point where I wanted to ram that BMW who cut me up, after all he wasn't real.
I stopped it then. I sometimes wonder if all that medication went some way to my current physical situation.
No point here just a story.
 
Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
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I felt like that with Prozac and it was amazing and I was amazing then it stopped working, increase after increase then they said we don't actually think you have depression it might me something more. Then it took another 4 years to diagnose bipolar!
I miss my first Prozac days x
 

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