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lunar02102009

lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
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Being in school at 19 just because you joined late is a crime but anyway I usually smoke if i wake up early before school , its amazing i dont recommend it but fuck its heaven...especially when your life is fucked , it gives you a warm , cozy and comforting feeling like you are cuddling with the person you dreamed of its just...heavenly. Plus cigarettes come with the risk of cancer so thats even better a pleasant death of smoke and sweetness. I dont recommend anyone to smoke but fuck...this is the only good thing on earth smoking with warm and cozy air fillig your lungs on either a really cold and lonely night or just before you have to suffer for the rest of the day , it helps so damn much its mine. I love you all . I am so calm right now , no panic , no anexity , no crying bullshit or exes hell , not crying even over rejection. Just calm , so calm like on a beach thats filled with sunshine on a cold day.. imagine the breeze making you feel cold but the sunlight warms you up slowly cuddling and comforting you even if you have no one its there for you..thats exactly how smoking feels during winter. I love winter...its i dont know how to describe it better but just few words , relief-calm-cozy-comfort-heart warming-beautiful-heaven
 
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