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FnlExitProtocol93

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Jun 4, 2026
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So we've been at this apartment for 3 months, this last month we have hit a snag, I said we'd pay, my roommate said we'd get it this week.
The landlord files court documents and says we broke the lease. He won't wait for the money on Thursday. So now I'm scrambling trying to figure out what to do.

Honestly part of me just wants to die right now, the stress is immense and there's nowhere we can go after this except possibly hotel living but I don't want to do that again.

Like there's a piece of me thinking just burn myself alive with the apartment, I have no immediate access to sn in the US. My hope at getting a temp job fell through.

Is sntrate as effective as sntrite?

I just want to give him the money and move on with my life. The waiting is killing me, I don't want my record ruined because of one month and I'm scrambling for everything. Even for other apartments but it's slim pickings just incase I don't want to go to homeless, I'd rather die first.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I'm sorry to hear.
No.
If it were, everyone searching for nitrite could just buy nitrate. And they could leave their nitrite open & exposed to the air, because it wouldn't matter that it would be turning into nitrate. And nitrite would never expire (over time it turns to nitrate).
 
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FnlExitProtocol93

Member
Jun 4, 2026
18
I'm sorry to hear.
No.
If it were, everyone searching for nitrite could just buy nitrate. And they could leave their nitrite open & exposed to the air, because it wouldn't matter that it would be turning into nitrate. And nitrite would never expire (over time it turns to nitrate).
Darn thank you.
I'm trying to look for other methods as I already sold my firearm months ago.
I just don't want to lose everything I've worked for.
 
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FnlExitProtocol93

Member
Jun 4, 2026
18
What about your roommate? You can't go wherever they go?
We can try but we'd both have an eviction on our record, there's my brother who isn't on the lease. All of this would be fine if we just get the money tomorrow, heck, we'd have it this week. I just don't understand why he's being this ridiculous. I mean I guess I get it. But, we haven't skipped out on paying him at any point before.
 
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Dec 10, 2025
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So we've been at this apartment for 3 months, this last month we have hit a snag, I said we'd pay, my roommate said we'd get it this week.
The landlord files court documents and says we broke the lease. He won't wait for the money on Thursday. So now I'm scrambling trying to figure out what to do.

Honestly part of me just wants to die right now, the stress is immense and there's nowhere we can go after this except possibly hotel living but I don't want to do that again.

Like there's a piece of me thinking just burn myself alive with the apartment, I have no immediate access to sn in the US. My hope at getting a temp job fell through.

Is sntrate as effective as sntrite?

I just want to give him the money and move on with my life. The waiting is killing me, I don't want my record ruined because of one month and I'm scrambling for everything. Even for other apartments but it's slim pickings just incase I don't want to go to homeless, I'd rather die first.
Have you spoken with an attorney? Some places have free eviction legal help. It depends on what state you are in what rights you have or don't have. Did you get a court date yet?

Does your landlord have any way of knowing your brother is staying there but isn't on the lease? Because, depending on your state, sometimes being behind of rent can be a curable lease violation, but moving an additional secret tenant into the space may be harder to "cure" if your landlord knows. This all depends on your local laws, and the smart thing is to try to find free legal help if it's available.
 
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FnlExitProtocol93

Member
Jun 4, 2026
18
Have you spoken with an attorney? Some places have free eviction legal help. It depends on what state you are in what rights you have or don't have. Did you get a court date yet?

Does your landlord have any way of knowing your brother is staying there but isn't on the lease? Because, depending on your state, sometimes being behind of rent can be a curable lease violation, but moving an additional secret tenant into the space may be harder to "cure" if your landlord knows. This all depends on your local laws, and the smart thing is to try to find free legal help if it's available.
No he doesn't, I'm in Ohio. I'm looking at a legal aid, I fill out some papers that can stop or delay the process.
 

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