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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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Started drinking again recently. Only way I'd be able to post like this. Anyway, seems like only one guy I remember from a few years back is still around this forum. Aight, the topic? The topic is some advice. Don't oversimplify or overcomplicate, takes a while to fix these spelling errors. Next up: crying as usual. No gf. Played video game where you date and shit, fuck that sent me off. Thought this would go away with age, testosterone dropping, etc. No way out, no realistic way I mean, I won't die without an ace up my sleeve, there's always some unrealistic shit we can pull, right?

I'm now in my late twenties, this shit is fucking pathetic. How tf I end up here, I'm not that stupid? My autism should have been bypassed? What the actual fuck? Fuck this shit, shit turned to fuck and I keep making the same mistakes. Spelling errors fewer? Anyone even read this? Why there has to be a hot af japanese woman at the gym I go to??? Can I work out without this shit, reminders? Everything links together, or not, some things at least. I fucked up, young men reading this DO SOMETHING. ASK HER OUT NOW. Waiting = loss, in my scenario, maybe in yours it means victory. Why this shit so complicated? Mf neocortex on fire whenever I'm not regarded and all this uncertainty.

Bout to run out of wine. I sincerely hope y'all have a good life, I won't die yet (or even soon), and I'm drunk enough to still write. I try to strive to get a girlfriend with my plan, due to low % the effort involved is low but at least it's something. "Do something, even if it costs you nothing".
 
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