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BRAINWORMS

BRAINWORMS

dust to dust
Jul 20, 2020
150
Hi everyone! Obviously, CTB is a very solitary endeavor for most people. I know I'll be in a private place by myself if/when I follow through on my plans.

If you're leaving behind loved ones, how would you like to feel less lonely on your way out?

I'm going to bring some pictures and small trinkets that remind me of loved ones both alive and dead, plus soft blankets and lavender oil for added comfort. Although I'd love to bring my phone and text friends 'til I drift away, I know that's not wise since SI might kick in and compel me to call for help. Ideally, I'd be able to pass with my loved ones understanding my decisions and sending me off, but that's just not the world we live in. This is my small way of having them with me.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
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I'm just going to message some people here to feel a little less lonely before roping tbh. Not much else I want to do.
 

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