smile418
Member
- Feb 21, 2020
- 49
I've been asocial my entire life. The mundane mechanisms of human interaction just never seemed to interest me at all. Even when I am in a social setting I could talk but since I don't have this desire to be heard I then ask myself: Why even speak? In the end I just sit there silently and avoid this situation in the future.
However I realize the biological importance of finding a "tribe"/friend-group to give you a sense of belonging and importance. These emotions will likely diminish suicidal feelings a lot if you perceive a lack meaning in your life.
So how reap the benefits of being social when I am inherently not? Do I just force myself and hope for the best? Do any of you feel similarly?
As I am giving life one more shot this is a problem I have to overcome for it (life) to actually work out. This is why I decided to become an active member of this forum and that's also why I would genuinely appreciate it when you PM me!
However I realize the biological importance of finding a "tribe"/friend-group to give you a sense of belonging and importance. These emotions will likely diminish suicidal feelings a lot if you perceive a lack meaning in your life.
So how reap the benefits of being social when I am inherently not? Do I just force myself and hope for the best? Do any of you feel similarly?
As I am giving life one more shot this is a problem I have to overcome for it (life) to actually work out. This is why I decided to become an active member of this forum and that's also why I would genuinely appreciate it when you PM me!