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venin

venin

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Jul 28, 2023
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1 - horrible

10 - really really good


For me it's 1 right now…
 
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imonadeadline

imonadeadline

Call me Line! :P
Aug 15, 2023
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I'd say that I'm at a 5. I'm sitting ball in the middle of a teeter board. One small push and that 5 could crash down to a 1.

You said that you're at a 1 right now. I hope things brighten up for you soon. Do you wanna talk about it?
 
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venin

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I'd say that I'm at a 5. I'm sitting ball in the middle of a teeter board. One small push and that 5 could crash down to a 1.

You said that you're at a 1 right now. I hope things brighten up for you soon. Do you wanna talk about it?
Thank you. No, I don't feel like talking… thx anyway 🤗
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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5 (avg. not really good not really bad)
 
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Borderline

Borderline

Borderline Personality Disorder
Aug 8, 2023
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0
 
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Henryk

Henryk

Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Apr 22, 2022
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I honestly would like to end it all today
 
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LonelyKitten

LonelyKitten

Seeking one final escape
Aug 13, 2023
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0 is a pretty good one.
I've been trying to get ready for a while, but energy problems have kept me around longer
 
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dwtsleepy123

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Aug 9, 2023
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probably 4-5 i feel like shit but it could get way worse
 
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SenseOfLoss

SenseOfLoss

life could have been so beautiful
Feb 24, 2023
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1
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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The lowest possible number, I just feel tired of having to exist here, only the true peace of eternal sleep appeals to me, it's certainly something so incredibly dreadful having the ability to exist with no straightforward way to be free.
 
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HollowHeartedTool

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Aug 18, 2023
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i don't even know if the level i'm feeling is at a 1 or somewhere lower...
 
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i don't even know if the level i'm feeling is at a 1 or somewhere lower...
It's not that rare to go at around -4, so I feel you 🌟
The lowest possible number, I just feel tired of having to exist here, only the true peace of eternal sleep appeals to me, it's certainly something so incredibly dreadful having the ability to exist with no straightforward way to be free.
Well said
 

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