I have been in treatment for over five years for a chronic urological that began from medical negligence in a hospital. I have tried everything and have only been kept alive from the concoction of pills and other mind and mood altering supplements I take. I feel like I have done everything possible and don't ever see myself being normal again. I tried overdosing with a mass quantity of muscle relaxants that left me in a coma for a week with the possibility of leaving me a vegetable. I was hanging onto life by a thread, but looking back on it I wished that it was all over then and saved me all this pain and misery. This condition has robbed me of everything and I am honestly ready to go. I have everything needed for the SN route as I have access to pain killers and anti-anxiety drugs and have a PCP that would prescribe me anything. I have been taking long-term antibiotics for a while now and just need to say that I am having trouble keeping everything down. Can anyone else considering the SN method give me some advice because it has been a while since I was here as I tried so hard to get my health back, but it seems inevitable that I never will so I need something foolproof. Thank you.
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