OK this is my suicide plan

[SuicideByBelt]

I'm going to get a plastic pot, and mix Lime Sulfur with Hydrochloric Acid. The Detergent Suicide method.

It is painful, but it gets 10/10 reliability on the Peaceful Pill Handbook.

I'm going to do it in a forest, I'm going to go far away from the walker's path so nobody inhales the smell by accident. I don't want any innocent person to get hurt by my attempt.

I'm going to set up an email to automatically send the next day informing the local hospital and police what happened, and where to find my body.

 

[Itsalmosttime]

What's the pain /10?

 

[SuicideByBelt]

What's the pain /10?

Peacefulness is 2/10.

But availability is 5/5.

Every time I try to find a peaceful method, it fails. I'll need to do a painful one.

 

[Nem]

I've heard this is deadly, definitely for someone on a mission
Peace/hugs!!!

 

[Itsalmosttime]

Peacefulness is 2/10.

But availability is 5/5.

Every time I try to find a peaceful method, it fails. I'll need to do a painful one.

Have you tried SN?

 

[SuicideByBelt]

Have you tried SN?

I tried to buy Sodium Nitrite off my local auction website but the purchase was blocked. They saw my linkedin and went:

"Because I know what you were going to use it for.

You are young and have a life to live."

 

[Nem]

I tried to buy Sodium Nitrite off my local auction website but the purchase was blocked. They saw my linkedin and went:

"Because I know what you were going to use it for.

You are young and have a life to live."

Sorry to hear that!

 

[Bpdboii]

I tried to buy Sodium Nitrite off my local auction website but the purchase was blocked. They saw my linkedin and went:

"Because I know what you were going to use it for.

You are young and have a life to live."

How they analysed you're gonna ctb by looking at your linkedin? Did you mention something like that in linkedin too?

 

[SuicideByBelt]

How they analysed you're gonna ctb by looking at your linkedin? Did you mention something like that in linkedin too?

I assume I'm young and not like a typical customer of his.

 

[Azzy69]

Good luck. do you know when youre going to do it?

 

[SuicideByBelt]

Good luck. do you know when youre going to do it?

tomorrow

 

[Azzy69]

How many hours from now would that be? Do you have any plans on how you will spend your final day?

 

[SuicideByBelt]

How many hours from now would that be? Do you have any plans on how you will spend your final day?

i went for a walk through the city today. bought an ice cream, cried a bit.

tomrrow i'm going to buy lime sulfur from a shop.

then an hour later i'm going to go back and buy hydrochloric acid and a pot.

i think they'll have a system in place if someone tries to buy lime sulfur + hydrochloric acid at the same time, don't want to risk another failed attempt.

 

[Azzy69]

Sounds nice.

Well thought out AND smart.

When you were walking did it make you feel more upset. I feel like when I pay attention to my surroundings I think "Wow I won't know any of this exists soon" or is that just me

 

[SuicideByBelt]

Sounds nice.

Well thought out AND smart.

When you were walking did it make you feel more upset. I feel like when I pay attention to my surroundings I think "Wow I won't know any of this exists soon" or is that just me

i just feel like a failure but also thankful for all the experiences i've had

 

[n0505]

Good luck