Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

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I'm just going to come right out and tell you what I have and I want you to give me your opinion. But I am going to speak to a doctor who advises people on dying with dignity. He helped my very good friend who suffers from the same condition I have which is Complex Regional Pain Syndrome.

Over 17,000 mgs of morphine ER
Over 500 mgs of Percocet
Over 700 mgs of Xanax
Klonopin
Muscle relaxers

I don't see how someone wouldn't die of that if I ground it up and mixed it in pudding. Having extended release medication is dangerous to crush because the affect hits you all at once. And being that my doctor has lowered me onto a lower dosage of morphine ER, it will be even more of a hit to my system.and of course I would fast for two days. And take zofran every 6-8 hours until I do it. But I'm going to talk to this doctor again first. He is the one that made it legal for dying with dignity in Australia. He's my own private Dr. Kevorkian if you will. Love that pompous saying....if you will. So I know a lot of people have tried ending it with pills. Has anyone ever had this much to take and failed?
 
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That mix seems deadly, specially the opioids. However, is a bet the one you´re taking as you´ll be the first one doing this.
 
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I was under the impression that all modern pills contain tiny amounts of emetic to make you vomit if you overdose so I'd be wary.
 
Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

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I was under the impression that all modern pills contain tiny amounts of emetic to make you vomit if you overdose so I'd be wary.
Oh I have plenty of anti nausea meds.
 
LuzurPhagget

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Oh crap @Sweet emotion, are you leaving us?
 
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I'm just going to come right out and tell you what I have and I want you to give me your opinion. But I am going to speak to a doctor who advises people on dying with dignity. He helped my very good friend who suffers from the same condition I have which is Complex Regional Pain Syndrome.

Over 17,000 mgs of morphine ER
Over 500 mgs of Percocet
Over 700 mgs of Xanax
Klonopin
Muscle relaxers

I don't see how someone wouldn't die of that if I ground it up and mixed it in pudding. Having extended release medication is dangerous to crush because the affect hits you all at once. And being that my doctor has lowered me onto a lower dosage of morphine ER, it will be even more of a hit to my system.and of course I would fast for two days. And take zofran every 6-8 hours until I do it. But I'm going to talk to this doctor again first. He is the one that made it legal for dying with dignity in Australia. He's my own private Dr. Kevorkian if you will. Love that pompous saying....if you will. So I know a lot of people have tried ending it with pills. Has anyone ever had this much to take and failed?
OD wyth meds ys notoryosly uneffectyve, u wyll end up wyth organ damage and yn the looney ward
 
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DepressionsAHo

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She can help
 
Dreamwithinadream

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That seems like a lot of pills to keep down even with anti emetics. I've thrown up on similar combinations with much lower doses while on zofran.
 
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The.End

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I've been using morphine for recreational use for a few months now. I get 10mg liquid ampules ( the glass ampules that you snap at the top) I first started IVing (intravenous) the drug for bout a month then switched IM (intramuscular injections)

when I first started injecting 10mg, it would get me real high and nodding out all night. Now I need at least 100+mg to get the same effect.

even though I have been on it for a while and built up such a tolerance, I believe if I was to use over 300-400mg injected I would get serious fucked up, possibly even od.

Opioid are no joke. Even the most experienced users can and do OD by using a way higher dose than they usual use to, especially when mixed with benzos.

Although I'm not familiar with extended releases tablet. Administrating the normal morphine orally is about 20% as potent when compared injecting the drug intravenously. 20% of 17,000mg is 3,400mg. That alone is an extremely dangerous dose, mixed with a bunch of benzos is almost certain to fatal for Just about anybody.

Disclaimer: I'm no doctor, I'v just got a little personal experience with those drugs.

This is Totally unrelated but a part of me will always love morphine, it's gotten me through some hard times and it might be the only reason I'm not dead yet or got completely insane. That being said I'm almost done with it because Dependency is scary. I'm only using 10mg a day and still cutting down while taper off. I don't get high off such small doses, its just enough to keep the withdrawals away, hopefully I'll be done in a couple of days. I'll be sad to say good by to her.

I just wanted to say, I'm sorry you are considering to resort to ending you own life. Its not fair that you were cursed with such a condition. I sincerely hope you find peace and an end to all your pain and suffering, weather in this life or the next.

Take care
 
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Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

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I'm going to talk to the
@gingerplum
She can help
Thank you. Yes she has helped me and said I have enough to kill a heroin addicted elephant. That made me more at ease.
I've been using morphine for recreational use for a few months now. I get 10mg liquid ampules ( the glass ampules that you snap at the top) I first started IVing (intravenous) the drug for bout a month then switched IM (intramuscular injections)

when I first started injecting 10mg, it would get me real high and nodding out all night. Now I need at least 100+mg to get the same effect.

even though I have been on it for a while and built up such a tolerance, I believe if I was to use over 300-400mg injected I would get serious fucked up, possibly even od.

Opioid are no joke. Even the most experienced users can and do OD by using a way higher dose than they usual use to, especially when mixed with benzos.

Although I'm not familiar with extended releases tablet. Administrating the normal morphine orally is about 20% as potent when compared injecting the drug intravenously. 20% of 17,000mg is 3,400mg. That alone is an extremely dangerous dose, mixed with a bunch of benzos is almost certain to fatal for Just about anybody.

Disclaimer: I'm no doctor, I'v just got a little personal experience with those drugs.

This is Totally unrelated but a part of me will always love morphine, it's gotten me through some hard times and it might be the only reason I'm not dead yet or got completely insane. That being said I'm almost done with it because Dependency is scary. I'm only using 10mg a day and still cutting down while taper off. I don't get high off such small doses, its just enough to keep the withdrawals away, hopefully I'll be done in a couple of days. I'll be sad to say good by to her.

I just wanted to say, I'm sorry you are considering to resort to ending you own life. Its not fair that you were cursed with such a condition. I sincerely hope you find peace and an end to all your pain and suffering, weather in this life or the next.

Take care

Thank you so much. It was very kind if you to answer me. And I'm proud of you for cutting down so much. I know it will kill me because last night I accidentally took 60mgs to many and I was completely in a coma like state. My breathing was very slowly and heavy. This has happened before when I've had to take extra for relief but back then I was on a higher dosage.
Oh crap @Sweet emotion, are you leaving us?

Not quite yet. But I have a feeling it's going to be soon. Since I don't have a good relationship with my mother anymore and since I'm always alone and scared I can't live like this anymore. After almost 15 years it's been too much.
OD wyth meds ys notoryosly uneffectyve, u wyll end up wyth organ damage and yn the looney ward
Not if no one finds me. I think this is more than enough to kill me.
OD wyth meds ys notoryosly uneffectyve, u wyll end up wyth organ damage and yn the looney ward
Plus my friend did it the same way. We both called a doctor who helps people die with dignity and it worked for her. She had seconal which I don't and fentanyl patches that she saved up ....funny how we both knew to save up a lot of meds because we knew that day would come. She will be dead three years in November. She had the same condition I have.
 
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passenger27

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Oh I have plenty of anti nausea meds.
Are they prescription if you don't mind me asking? I can't get my hands on anything but Dramamine. My stomach doctor's an asshole (I have an ulcer & GERD) & he won't prescribe me anything for nausea, just Protonix, Zanta, & Prilosec. Stuff like that. Every time I've tried to OD on anything I've puked my guts out. Do you know how I can get something like meto? I'm in the US.
 
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OD wyth meds ys notoryosly uneffectyve, u wyll end up wyth organ damage and yn the looney ward
Not if no one finds me. I think this is more than enough to kill me.
That seems like a lot of pills to keep down even with anti emetics. I've thrown up on similar combinations with much lower doses while on zofran.
That seems like a lot of pills to keep down even with anti emetics. I've thrown up on similar combinations with much lower doses while on zofran.
Yes that definitely is a lot of pills to hold down and it might not be possible. I intend to call my doctor for him to help me out and tell me how much he will think I'll need.
 
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The.End

The.End

This too shall pass
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I'm proud of you for cutting down so much. I know it will kill me because last night I accidentally took 60mgs to many and I was completely in a coma like state.

Thanks, that means a lot To me. No one in my real life know of my addiction. They suspect Something isn't right but they don't know how bad it is.

Sounds like you had a close one the other night. Glad you still with us. Please be careful. I'd hate for you to leave before you was ready.
 
tehdisturbedone

tehdisturbedone

Innately yearning for eternal sleep
Oct 24, 2019
42
Not if no one finds me. I think this is more than enough to kill me.


Yes that definitely is a lot of pills to hold down and it might not be possible. I intend to call my doctor for him to help me out and tell me how much he will think I'll need.
My cousin had two failed attempts involving copious amounts of perscritopn drugs and was put into a medically induced coma and survived every time with much if at all any organ damage as far as I knew.he wasn't using pain pills though , so you probably have a good chance your body's nervous system will shut down quickly. Whatever he took made him erupt into grand mal seizures.
I don't understand why we have the right to abort unborn babies against their will but we don't have the ability or legal right to do that yourselves
Honestly the morphine and Xanax are probably the best pill combo I could imagine od ing on
 
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