Venting Oh, this sucks

[KattinKai!]

My talents are going down the drain. Uhhh my CPTSD keeps getting worse. And the only reason to live is for my girlfriend. And I don't know how I'm gonna make it without shooting myself. It doesn't help that everyday, I'm something different

 

[Pale_Rider]

I feel you.

 

[Nonaa]

What helps me is telling myself "just one more day" every time I wake up. I really hope you get better because you seem really sweet and chill. Btw do you draw because I also draw