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Of those of you who have SN, what was your living situation at the time of receiving your SN?

  • I live by myself

  • I live with family

  • I live with roommates


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Rumi

Rumi

Experienced
Mar 29, 2023
227
I have considered purchasing SN in the past, but was dissuaded from ordering it due to my living situation. (I don't live alone.)

I was wondering if anyone in a similar living situation to myself had succeeded in ordering SN to their home.

Thanks.
 
Unlucked

Unlucked

Student
Jul 10, 2019
192
Once you aquire it, it's pretty easy to hide it.
 
Unlucked

Unlucked

Student
Jul 10, 2019
192
But how did you make sure the package wasn't opened by your parents or roommates?
I just made sure I kept track of the tracking number and the day it would be delievered and made sure I would be home to intercept the package.
 
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Rumi

Rumi

Experienced
Mar 29, 2023
227
I just made sure I kept track of the tracking number and the day it would be delievered and made sure I would be home to intercept the package.
Did you feel as if you were taking a risk in doing that? Or are the people you live with just really respectful of your privacy?
 
Unlucked

Unlucked

Student
Jul 10, 2019
192
Did you feel as if you were taking a risk in doing that? Or are the people you live with just really respectful of your privacy?
Does your family generally know you are suicidal? Are you underage?
 
Rumi

Rumi

Experienced
Mar 29, 2023
227
Does your family generally know you are suicidal? Are you underage?
No to the 2nd question.

1st is a bit more complicated. I have never discussed CTB with anyone, but I am currently doing recovery stuff which they know about.

I also never get anything delivered, so if anyone were to see, I'd need some kind of explanation.

I am also one of the least likely to be at home out of the people I live with.

Did you face any of these issues in ordering SN or other materials?
 
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mia_qwerty

Student
Apr 13, 2023
151
I have considered purchasing SN in the past, but was dissuaded from ordering it due to my living situation. (I don't live alone.)

I was wondering if anyone in a similar living situation to myself had succeeded in ordering SN to their home.

Thanks.
If you start ordering powders of stuff now then they'll get used to that. Also do you have a source for UK SN?
I have considered purchasing SN in the past, but was dissuaded from ordering it due to my living situation. (I don't live alone.)

I was wondering if anyone in a similar living situation to myself had succeeded in ordering SN to their home.

Thanks.
Is SN sodium nitrate?
If you start ordering powders of stuff now then they'll get used to that. Also do you have a source for UK SN?

Is SN sodium nitrate?
Or nitrite?
 
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ILuVCkn

ILuVCkn

Member
Apr 13, 2023
21
I live with a very strict parents but I managed to hide it cuz I keep a lot of aquarium and I got alot of chemicals used in aquarium so when I got it I just told my mom its used for aquarium.
 
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bigdog

Arcanist
Jul 12, 2020
434
I am trapped. I don't even think it will work
 
heavyeyes

heavyeyes

✿
Oct 9, 2022
1,716
Lucky my family doesn't go through my things or my mail. It's been pretty easy to hide in the short time I've had it.
 
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mia_qwerty

Student
Apr 13, 2023
151
Just found out today you can get stuff posted to the post office and go pick it up if that helps. Google it
Also does anyone know of SN links?
 
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