OD'ed on some antipsychotics just for the hell of it

[AveryConure]

know it won't kill me but i just don't give a shit anymore.

i just want to slowly die cause i can't do this anymore.

 

[lost_soul83]

know it won't kill me but i just don't give a shit anymore.

i just want to slowly die cause i can't do this anymore.

May I ask what antipsychotics you plan on ODing on?

 

[AveryConure]

only thing we had left was some latuda we didn't take for months cause our psych is a jackass who forced it on us anyways.

we took it already. feeling some nausea and that's it. knew it wouldn't do the job but ran out of real estate on our body to cut so just took pills to harm myself instead.

 

[lost_soul83]

only thing we had left was some latuda we didn't take for months cause our psych is a jackass who forced it on us anyways.

we took it already. feeling some nausea and that's it. knew it wouldn't do the job but ran out of real estate on our body to cut so just took pills to harm myself instead.

Latuda is shit anyways. Never did help me when I was on it. Quite honestly, all antipsychotics are worthless imo. You're just masking the problems instead of trying to fix them, if they're even fixable. I'm sorry you're in this state where you feel the need to self-harm. I'm here if you ever wanna chat.

 

[Walilamdzi]

"We"?

 

[Only Me Here]

I hate the words anti psychotic. I am not on any, however, to me it implies someone is psychotic which is generally for people who are murderers and the like. Even the meds have to sound like someone is insane when they are struggling with mental health.

 

[AveryConure]

"We"?

have DID. one of the reasons why suicide was always a backup plan.

I hate the words anti psychotic. I am not on any, however, to me it implies someone is psychotic which is generally for people who are murderers and the like. Even the meds have to sound like someone is insane when they are struggling with mental health.

Just cause you have "psychotic symptoms" doesn't automatically mean you're a terrible person or a murderer. I know plenty of ppl with schizophrenia who are great but cannot deny they're suffering and the stupid shit the media pulls to make them seem like monsters doesn't help.

 

[Fadingfast]

have DID. one of the reasons why suicide was always a backup plan.

Just cause you have "psychotic symptoms" doesn't automatically mean you're a terrible person or a murderer. I know plenty of ppl with schizophrenia who are great but cannot deny they're suffering and the stupid shit the media pulls to make them seem like monsters doesn't help.

I am schizophrenic my self... I have never hurt anyone but my self in my 31 years. Most people think we are dangerous tho.... I have no friends bc I will not hide that part of me. It's just too hard.

 

[Only Me Here]

have DID. one of the reasons why suicide was always a backup plan.

Just cause you have "psychotic symptoms" doesn't automatically mean you're a terrible person or a murderer. I know plenty of ppl with schizophrenia who are great but cannot deny they're suffering and the stupid shit the media pulls to make them seem like monsters doesn't help.

I agree with both of you why i hate that word, it implies something that is just not true and the uneducated masses and media just run with it.