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lola.morgan

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Nov 16, 2021
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the only thing i could easily use to die rn is a handfull of pills but im scared of being in pain (vomitting etc) can some of you share your story? thoughts? i cant do this anymore. the love of my life is gone and i need to join him.
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Pills won't work. High chance of failure or you'll suffer from organ damage, leaving you worse off than before
 
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SadCuteFrog

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Nov 10, 2021
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Some pills could work but only if you them with other things such as benzos and meto, otherwise it will be extremely unpleasant but it is doable.
 
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Aeathelina

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Feb 5, 2020
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Unless its a lot of really powerful opioids and muscle relaxers the OD will probably be a failure and you'll be left with a lot of pain and organ damage
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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the only thing i could easily use to die rn is a handfull of pills but im scared of being in pain (vomitting etc) can some of you share your story? thoughts? i cant do this anymore. the love of my life is gone and i need to join him.
In the U.S only one in thirty suicide attempts fails- only about 1.5% of suicide attempts by pills are successul, based on official u.s. government statistics - most suicide attempts by poison that are successful are powerful opiods lke fentanyl, which most people don't have access to. So if you want to really ctb other methods work better- we can't suggest acts here, you would need to do some research. So many of us want to leave now but are stuck here for months or even years because of the difficulty of ctb.
 
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stellabelle

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Dec 14, 2018
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the only thing i could easily use to die rn is a handfull of pills but im scared of being in pain (vomitting etc) can some of you share your story? thoughts? i cant do this anymore. the love of my life is gone and i need to join him.
I will tell you it's not worth it.
That it can be excruciatingly painful.
That it can cause hallucinations.
That it can literally "make" you crazy and your brain go into a complete dysfunction.

That it's not "worth" looking crazy.
That it can cause a psychotic break.

It depends on the person.
 
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setup

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Nov 18, 2021
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Idk what kind of pills you got but it prob will just wreck your body and not even be successful. Search online and read about it. You will see that a lot of cases just destroying their body and stuck in agonizing pain
 
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stellabelle

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Dec 14, 2018
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Guarantee:
Chemicals will make every nerve in your body burn, drooling, confusion, loss of vision, eyes burning, hallucinations, weakness, troubles breathing, headache, even the inside of your ears, on and off consciousness while still "conscious" - poisoned once by a creep.
Benadryl - first few times, a lot of umm… and loss of vision, blind as a bat, crashing into shit, unable to see, dizzy, confused, terror.
Mass Benadryl, umm, make you look crazy, brain not thinking straight, umm, super extra mass Benadryl overdose, seizures, writhing pain, unconsciousness.
Ambien. Not worth it. What a fuckin trip.
Ambien and alcohol. Even worse, black out, confusion, lack of recollection.
Various psych meds, the entire bottles:
Hallucinations, generally of religious sorts (what the fuck? I hate religion)
Alcohol poisoning, terrifying.
Not kidding. Umm. I'm kinda envious of the sleep and never wake up types that people go holy shit look some dead person. How beautiful.
 
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coal-light

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Nov 4, 2021
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Guarantee:
Chemicals will make every nerve in your body burn, drooling, confusion, loss of vision, eyes burning, hallucinations, weakness, troubles breathing, headache, even the inside of your ears, on and off consciousness while still "conscious" - poisoned once by a creep.
Benadryl - first few times, a lot of umm… and loss of vision, blind as a bat, crashing into shit, unable to see, dizzy, confused, terror.
Mass Benadryl, umm, make you look crazy, brain not thinking straight, umm, super extra mass Benadryl overdose, seizures, writhing pain, unconsciousness.
Ambien. Not worth it. What a fuckin trip.
Ambien and alcohol. Even worse, black out, confusion, lack of recollection.
Various psych meds, the entire bottles:
Hallucinations, generally of religious sorts (what the fuck? I hate religion)
Alcohol poisoning, terrifying.
Not kidding. Umm. I'm kinda envious of the sleep and never wake up types that people go holy shit look some dead person. How beautiful.
I find this oddly fascinating. I was contemplating a lot of these combinations and the resulting hallucinations seem bizarre. Did you get anything out of the hallucinations? What were they like, if you don't mind sharing?
 
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HappyChipEater

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Nov 21, 2021
9
Hey can anyone tell me if 500ml of vodka, 60mg of alprazolam (xanax) and 2 grams of tramadol would be enough to overdose (21 year old 6 foot male weighing 95kg)
 
stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,918
I find this oddly fascinating. I was contemplating a lot of these combinations and the resulting hallucinations seem bizarre. Did you get anything out of the hallucinations? What were they like, if you don't mind sharing?
No, they're terrifying.
 

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