plasticbomb
Member
- Aug 15, 2023
- 26
The thoughts in my head have been getting much much worse. In the past months it was only about around 75% of what I thought about before taking medication that helped stop it a bit. At times with the meds it reduced the thoughts and voices to 0. Unfortunately right now they are getting very very extreme. The past 3 days it is legitimately all I have thought about. I cannot get them out of my head. I cannot take my mind off the thoughts. I cannot distract myself with anything. I don't have access to any drugs or alcohol to see if that would help. I just wish they would stop. The only peace I get is when I'm asleep but that is hard since the heat here is getting ridiculous. I'm pretty sure I have undiagnosed OCD or something similar. I think it's coming time to where I have to do something about it quick. This will not end with normal medication or therapy.