SilentSadness
Vultures circle overhead
- Feb 28, 2023
- 1,069
I almost never talk about OCD because it was never diagnosed, but I'm almost certain I have it. I have always performed compulsive behaviour out of irritation, I'm pretty much never comfortable, especially with clothes and my surroundings. Often I will have the same thing in my mind for a very long time and it's impossible to stop thinking about it until enough time passes, especially gore and consumption. I always tire myself out because I have at least ten distractions at once and I'm never satisfied. Despite being tired I can't normally sleep until at least an hour of waiting, normally due to unrest and lack of peace. It's just annoying to me, like a parasite taking my attention every minute of the day. It's just another thing that makes living undesirable, as if things aren't bad already.