Obsession and jealousy.

[PeterThePizzaGuy55]

The amount of jealousy I feel each day is overwhelming. I hate hearing my friends mention people who aren't me. They should only want me, right? I do everything for them yet they still find other people to hang with. I never get invited to anything. My friends will go bowling or just out to shop, nobody even bothers to ask me if I wanna join. And then there's my obsession. I have an unhealthy(secret) attachment to my best friend. I want him to only think of me and like me the most. It hurts seeing him with other people. And I can't stand the idea of him leaving me. I almost lost it when my other friends left me in the dust

I'm really not suited for friendship. I cant be normal or a nice person to anyone. I know these thoughts are wrong, but I can't seem to stop em. I guess I feel guilty about being so odd.

Anyways, stan eminem, I'm getting a buzzcut just like his soon

 

[Zegers]

If they don't invite you when they go out together, they are not your friends, it's better to be alone than in bad company.

 

[ranaway]

give hugs out to you, they aren't worth your time and attention to them.
glad that you can get a buzzcut lol you should do more things that bring you joy like this.

 

[FuneralCry]

The reality is that you just cannot trust and rely on people in this cruel world and people can certainly be very disappointing. I believe that it's certainly for the best to be alone as other people really don't care, most people only care about what directly affects themselves.