Ever since I was younger I was told that public image is everything and was constantly told by my parents I was embarrassing. Now I'm obsessed with what others think and I'm over reliant on other people's opinions. I lose it everytime someone shows that they might slightly dislike me and I can't function with my mood being so vulnerable. One of my reasons to CTB is that I'll finally be free.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 44,967
Over time I have learned not to care what people think so much, but I understand that it can be hard to overcome this. No parent should say things like that to their child, I'm sorry you had to go through this. It is difficult to carry on when you cannot function, in my case I simply cannot live and I know I must ctb. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
I was raised the same way and struggle constantly with people not liking me, being angry with me, or disappointed. It's hard to live this way and that's why I wish I could ctb but I know 2 people that love me that would be broken if I did. It's getting harder each day to keep going when you are always reminded of your flaws. I try to tell myself that what others think and say about me is their own issues and people will always look for reasons to not like me. It doesn't seem to work but I still keep trying hoping one day I will believe it.
Ch92921
The call of the void
- Dec 29, 2018
- 909
People can be cruel. yesterday I walked in Zurich then I witnessed how a man insulted a obesed man riding on a bicycle. Its a shame.
