Venting Ô Random User, give me your attention!

[watereyes]

I'm kinda sick of always being told that I'm looking for attention, looking for someone to tell me 'don't do it, you're precious!'. I already have all the attention I want on reddit! I'm not saying 'ooHHH beware, I'm gonna kill myself!' I'm asking for factual information. That's all there is. If I want attention, I make porn.
So now with this post, yes, I'm looking for attention because I wanna share this feeling of frustration.

 

[BabyYoda]

If I want attention, I make porn.

Ah yes, this is my favorite part of this post.

Anyways yeah, that's why I'm quite hesitant to talk about my personal issues to people even if that means resolving conflicts with one another. I'm afraid to be accused as manipulative. There's this certain fear in me that I have to appear "perfect" and mentally healthy to not put them down.

 

[watereyes]

Ah yes, this is my favorite part of this post.

Anyways yeah, that's why I'm quite hesitant to talk about my personal issues to people even if that means resolving conflicts with one another. I'm afraid to be accused as manipulative. There's this certain fear in me that I have to appear "perfect" and mentally healthy to not put them down.

I mean I'm not even talking about myself or what I'm going through, just literally asking about my method, because it hadn't been answered before (is quite specific, and I have no other choice). But I'm being childish by being pissed, I know. I just have to not give a shit.

 

[FreedomInDeath]

What was the question you wanted answered again? Maybe having it on this thread will help as well, more people will see it.

 

[NotMeantForHere]

You were asking questions about your method on reddit?

 

[watereyes]

You were asking questions about your method on reddit?

No, on Hidden Answers. I asked here, too, if a type E extension cord would kill me (full suspension) or send me to hospital with brain damage. Thats my only method available now, and I failed partial twice, and to me theres a greater chance that I end up in hospital with partial.