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idontknow42

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Jan 31, 2021
71
I wish I could be someone else. I don't want to be me, I wish I could be someone else. I don't want to have to think for myself.

One of my beliefs is that when I die, I'll be able to experience someone else's life through the 3rd person, and they will make all the decisions. I will watch them flourish and love life.

Maybe I'll drink SN tonight. I hate myself
 
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VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
Yeah I often find myself wishing I could have someone else's fortune. It is not to be, but one thing we are all equal in is that once we die we are in eternal peace.
 
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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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One of my beliefs is that when I die, I'll be able to experience someone else's life through the 3rd person, and they will make all the decisions. I will watch them flourish and love life.

Exotic. I had no idea people had this many unusual beliefs about the afterlife before I joined SS. Why not? Live & let live. Or rather die & let die.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,931
I do not want to be myself either, but in my case I do not want to be anyone or anything. I see consciousness as being torture, I do not want to experience anything. I want permanent non existence. I hope you find what you are looking for.
 
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idontknow42

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Jan 31, 2021
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Made up a glass of SN and my mind is somehow at ease and not suicidal, just empty. I poured it down the sink
 

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