Discussion Now what....?

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

Well now what...
I've been waiting for some funding to be accepted for support but today I got the news they won't be able to fund me much and so I'll be stuck at home which I have been trying to get away from to improve my mental health. It feels like no matter what I do, life just shits upon me. I just don't know what to do now. I tried so hard. Thinking about catching the CTB bus within the next couple of weeks unless a miracle happens.

I just feel like crying on the floor in a puddle of tears. I could really do with a hug right now

Anyone else just feel like no matter what they do they just get f*cked over? I know what will improve me not wanting to CTB but life just wants to snatch that away from me.

 

[Walilamdzi]

What was the funding for, assisted housing? Can you reapply?

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

What was the funding for, assisted housing? Can you reapply?

Yes for assisted living or just having a 1 to 1 support to help me cope with daily life.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Yup the universe or simulation hates me and constantly give me more or worsens my physical or mental problems

 

[Lunarhour]

Oh man, that is some really bad news. Are you going to end up homeless or something? I'm so sorry dude

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

Oh man, that is some really bad news. Are you going to end up homeless or something? I'm so sorry dude

I won't end up homeless but be stuck in an environment that isn't good for me.

 

[wagwoo]

Sorry to hear that, the universe seems to love handing out problems. Sending love and virtual hugs your way, hopefully you can find peace soon.

 

[Lunarhour]

What kind of environment are you living in?

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

What kind of environment are you living in?

I mean i'm living at home but it's toxic for my mental health so me and my therapist have been working hard to get the funding to move me out but they won't fund it.

 

[Quarky00]

I mean i'm living at home but it's toxic for my mental health so me and my therapist have been working hard to get the funding to move me out but they won't fund it.

Sorry to hear about that . I know it's hard and there aren't many options as it is , but do try to think of other options as well . I honestly don't know what exactly . Lawyers are good at maximizing options , better than SW , but we can't usually afford them .. I have previously asked for MH organizations that protect patients and speak for them , for help/advice , and they did help a bit .

I just feel like crying on the floor in a puddle of tears.

That is also fine to do . But -

 

[wagwoo]

I mean i'm living at home but it's toxic for my mental health so me and my therapist have been working hard to get the funding to move me out but they won't fund it.

I'm sorry, I'm in a similar spot. Toxic mother but I can't afford to move out, I'm also chronically ill so I wouldn't be able to support myself anyway. Could you make some room on the floor? I too want to bawl my eyes out.

 

[K-O]

hiya kid xx
I will never forget those years being trapped in a very hostile toxic home.. i developped a deep world within my self to escape.. and the moment i ejected from there my life changed!..
I hope that with they're help you will find a different solution just keep up the good work mate and im happy that you got someone looking out for you.
these are very hard times as it is.. we're here to support x

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

I'm sorry, I'm in a similar spot. Toxic mother but I can't afford to move out, I'm also chronically ill so I wouldn't be able to support myself anyway. Could you make some room on the floor? I too want to bawl my eyes out.

Alright we can cry together. May be less lonely.