Now SN is off the table……

[lebrodude]

I had decided on SN, I had gathered the necessary supplies (antiemitic, benzodiazapines), only for my plan to go completely out the window now IC is a bust and i have no way of purchasing it now where I am.

Im having to switch plans and now go for full suspension hanging.

The pros? Well it'll be much faster than SN I guess, hopefully be unconscious in under a minute.

The cons? Bound to be a lot more uncomfortable and unpleasant. Scarier method.

Im planning on arranging my setup then dulling myself with as much alcohol and benzos as I can and when I'm feeling I'm about to be out of it just going for it.

I may even acquire some morphine off the dw and throw that into the mix as well. Good idea maybe? Or maybe not?

This is just a venting thread, just annoyed at recent events.

 

[jruo]

I understand your frustration and am in a similar position. I hope for the both of us we find rest soon.

 

[exploitedbacteria]

You can't get CCS where you are?

 

[lebrodude]

You can't get CCS where you are?

They only deliver to the United States I believe.

 

[exploitedbacteria]

They only deliver to the United States I believe.

Bummer

 

[Cryptonite]

Where are you approximately? I know a couple of sources.

 

[lebrodude]

I'm in the UK.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hate how especially difficult suicide is in the UK, it's such a pro life country and it disgusts me how people wish to remove all of the reliable method options, as humans we deserve a right to die without risks and complications, it certainly can be so tiring feeling trapped here. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[Leagueofgentlemen]

Welcome to the nanny state. Why is everyone so obsessed with this stuff anyway?

 

[sosotired]

Where are you approximately? I know a couple of sources.

Do you know any sources for Canada?

 

[bluebird16]

Where are you approximately? I know a couple of sources.

Could you please PM me the sources if that's okay with you?