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thedarkgod11

thedarkgod11

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Oct 13, 2023
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Hey! I've finally been able to get things situated to where i can finally ctb next week! It feels weird tho going to work even tho I know i wont be here in the next few weeks. I got everything situated i will sell majority of my stuff or most likely just give it away for free. I cut off all attachment with anyone i have in my life (which is really no one but just my parent) I've figured out my method and ive figured out everything im so happy to finally be able to leave peacefully. Recently found out i have bpd and my symptoms have worsen from intense stress i dont want to feel anything at all anymore :) thank you
Lets just hop i dont pussy out.. ive done it before but right now im very set on it. Im over this world and life
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I wish you all the best with your plan and I hope you find peace! Good luck!
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Every good wish in your plans, I hope all goes well and peacefully for you.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
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We're fortunate to have u here for other valuable 6 days. i hope u to be free from this vicious cycle.
may i ask what would be your method if u don't mind?
 
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why am i alive?

why am i alive?

Look where i ended
Oct 18, 2023
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I hope u can find peace
 
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thedarkgod11

thedarkgod11

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Oct 13, 2023
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We're fortunate to have u here for other valuable 6 days. i hope u to be free from this vicious cycle.
may i ask what would be your method if u don't mind?
Im going to use the hanging method as its the easiest one
 
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Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
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Im going to use the hanging method as its the easiest one
Full suspension hanging is a reliable method if done correctly and if u have a high pain tolerance. Goodluck with your plans, wish u peaceful journey and eternal peace 💗
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you'd feel so relieved to be leaving this existence, I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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chasm

chasm

It hurts :(
Oct 21, 2023
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Best of luck to you, hope everything works out. I'm leaving the same way very soon.
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

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Jul 8, 2023
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We're right behind you. It will be a utopia of death.
 

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