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[quidoue]

Sometimes the pain that i feel inside creates physical pain that i cant handle... I just lay on the ground screaming, then paralyzed.
There were days when I never felt any physical pain. I broke my hand once and didn't even said a word... only when people saw edema i guess...
Words that people say... sometimes they don't realize. I strongly hope that noone ever honestly mean bad things to anyone.
But still, I just don't understand...
Me: *constantly sobbing*
Another person: *laughs*
I'm not judging them. Yes. I am weak, I always was and I always will be. May be it's funny. But I'm so tired. I just don't want to feel mental pain.
I don't understand how my body is that capable of staying alive. I can't be cruel. Not to anyone. Even if everybody says that I should be.

 

[Sulyya]

The way mental pain appears physically. That's something which must take different forms. A lot of people are probably familiar with a physical 'heartache' when they're very depressed or upset. But I've felt a sort of all-over pain as well before when very distressed and anxious. It's not from weakness necessarily but what life does to us.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing in this world certainly can be hell and it's very much understandable wishing to be free from all the pain that existing brings. Of course it can be so tiring feeling trapped here.