I have a bit of a long boi that's going to be sent out to people around ten minutes before my death, just so there's the smallest window of opportunity they can have so I can't be stopped and guilted out of doing it. I'm writing it on a Fandom page I made so I could utilize the table of contents function that wiki pages have, makes it easier for the people that it'll be sent to, might switch off of Fandom probably for TOS reasons. Started work on it in January and plan to continue that work till whenever the hell I can get to where I'm going.
It'll all be on that one web page, containing very in-detail notes onto specifically why I did it, probably some "honorable/dishonorable mentions" for people I just wanna bring up so it isn't left unheard forever, then continuing on to really long notes to all my friends and those who have really fucked me up over the years. I wanna go out full scorched-earth style towards those two who have fucked so much up for me, burn that shit aaaall to the ground for them as my final act of vengeance, while being able to sing the biggest praises that I possibly can to my best friends.
I have a bad fear of leaving significant things unanswered, having it be lost forever, so I hope all that I will leave behind will answer a lot of questions and be able to leave my memories alive for the internet.