Not sure how I feel

[Treeline589]

So my N came today- thank you D. I thought I would be ecstatic. Instead I am just kind of blah. Don't get me wrong, i'm glad I received it I guess I was just hoping it would make me feel something. Maybe its just the day, I don't know.

 

[FuneralCry]

At least you have an option to exit for when the time is right for you, I think I would personally be relieved to have a way out of this life. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[finishLana]

It gives you control to peacefully end it any time you want but why would it make you ecstatic or euphoric lol congrats anyway