Just got pretty much fired, or let go from a new job. I feel even lower now and like I cannot do any thing. I am truly not meant for this world.
woxihuanni
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- Aug 19, 2019
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It's not always fair with jobs, please do not take that to say anything about your potential. I attempted only once, and because of unemployment. Afterwards everything went well on that front. Never know when you'll get a breakthrough...
Bluefish
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- Oct 18, 2019
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Maybe in future you will find a better job! Employment status doesn't determine your worth. I can empathise feeling like you arent meant for this world. I hope you all the best
I guess my anxiety and nerves are so obvious.. I do not fit in this world to work a 'straight' job. But, I am going to have to work somewhere. I have bills and living expenses. I just wish a truck would slam into me while I am driving... just something to take me on out...
But I keep fucking waking up every day!
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woxihuanni
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- Aug 19, 2019
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Once, more than ten years ago, my boss sat me down and said: You have the excellent qualities and skills x, y, z and the entire alphabet for this job, but you are just different from the rest of the staff. You go and pack and leave right now. I made a serious attempt three days later, only failed because I did not know how to kill myself properly.
That has changed. It's not easy and does not happen by taking a fucking walk and talking about your childhood, but it can change. I suspect you have much potential that would just now be wasted on a truck. There is no shame in being too tired to go through that change, either. But I hope you can give it a go.
