Venting not many people actually care

[peewee]

They always say when people ctb they wish they had reached out etc. I have actaully been very open about my suicidal feelings after going through a traumatic situation, and had so many people just ignore me, or straight up tell me go away. I reached out to 'friends' for help, just asking to check in and stuff and they do that. There are a few people who really do care and check in, but its so insane to me. And i just know when I ctb those same people will say 'what a tradedgy' . Most people do not give a f. those people that do are really special

 

[elenaboo25]

I know I'm just a random stranger, but, I care.

Funnily enough, I care about other people's feelings much more than mine.

 

[Macedonian1987]

They always say when people ctb they wish they had reached out etc. I have actaully been very open about my suicidal feelings after going through a traumatic situation, and had so many people just ignore me, or straight up tell me go away. I reached out to 'friends' for help, just asking to check in and stuff and they do that. There are a few people who really do care and check in, but its so insane to me. And i just know when I ctb those same people will say 'what a tradedgy' . Most people do not give a f. those people that do are really special

Story of my life. I used to tell my so called friends that I was suicidal. They didn't care at all, and one of them openly said to me: just do it already. The world would be better without you.
I told my mother once that I was suicidal and instead of comforting me she said that I was a very cruel person for wanting to hurt my parents like that... Nobody tried to comfort me, and nobody would really care when I'm gone.

 

[peewee]

thats so horrible I'm so sorry

 

[snow_in_summer]

They always say when people ctb they wish they had reached out etc. I have actaully been very open about my suicidal feelings after going through a traumatic situation, and had so many people just ignore me, or straight up tell me go away. I reached out to 'friends' for help, just asking to check in and stuff and they do that. There are a few people who really do care and check in, but its so insane to me. And i just know when I ctb those same people will say 'what a tradedgy' . Most people do not give a f. those people that do are really special

Its really rough honestly. I know the feeling of really trying to be more open but even friends just wind up treating you like you're a burden. I get that it is really hard to deal with or know what to say esp for people who haven't gone through it but idk. Guess I kinda just added to the vent but I just know the feeling thats all.