Venting Not having money and being homeless is one of the worst things ever

[MrCasella]

Death is almost if not a preferred alternative for me personally than being without money and being homeless it's in the top 10 list of worst things that a human can experience.

 

[kitkat9234]

I'm about to be homeless and have no money no place to go. No friends ot family, hoping if it does happen hopefully it will be the push I need to actually try again.

 

[Dejected 55]

This is the driving force for me right now. I mean, I'm depressed because of being alone... but the repercussions of trying to not be alone have led me to lose my job and as I run out of savings I'm facing either being homeless or dying... and I don't want to be homeless because for me there will be no coming back from that and I'll lose the tiny ability I still have right now to go out on my own terms.

 

[Obliviate]

This is my biggest fear. Only reason I'm somewhat working, if I'm gonna CTB, I would prefer atleast prefer some comfortability and privacy.

 

[kitkat9234]

This is the driving force for me right now. I mean, I'm depressed because of being alone... but the repercussions of trying to not be alone have led me to lose my job and as I run out of savings I'm facing either being homeless or dying... and I don't want to be homeless because for me there will be no coming back from that and I'll lose the tiny ability I still have right now to go out on my own terms.

Same. It's only a matter of time for me.

 

[tend a dead garden]

I was homeless for about ayear when 16 and the fear of it happening again never leaves me. I'm on benefits in the UK and each time they review my claim or send me a message even my mind goes to " all it takes is two missed payments and you will have no food and no money to pay the bills"
I will defiantly CTB if it got to the stage of me being homeless again, I'm never living through that type of suffering again and it's the paradox of it being the most public and most ignored type of suffering, as each day is just sitting on the street with people pretending you don't exist.
The main way people cope with being homeless here is by using Spice, it's rare to see them drinking anymore when Spice is so much stronger and cheaper.
Spice is a very effective way of committing cognitive suicide as your not thinking of your misery as your not really here, your in a purgatory like a ghost haunting it's own body . .