Judah
Enlightened
- Oct 1, 2020
- 1,540
It's funny how society was able to forcibly instill the culture of work, to the point of making us feel bad for not being able to fit in.
I recently told my mother about my CTB intentions, she took it lightly and reproached me saying that I wanted to do it just to avoid having to work, I take it as if it were the worst thing in the world, when in Actually there were more reasons behind but I did not want to continue with the conversation.
I learned that my mother told one of her friends, to which he replied that she was just a queer on my part and that I would not be able to do it.
But even so, I would not want to live, I would like to do nothing anymore, I have had enough of this life, I have not managed to even achieve a stable life because I always live adrift, I have put resumes everywhere and I have not managed I am successful in looking for work because my poor social skills and disability are an obstacle. This system is the main reason I want CTB.
I recently told my mother about my CTB intentions, she took it lightly and reproached me saying that I wanted to do it just to avoid having to work, I take it as if it were the worst thing in the world, when in Actually there were more reasons behind but I did not want to continue with the conversation.
I learned that my mother told one of her friends, to which he replied that she was just a queer on my part and that I would not be able to do it.
But even so, I would not want to live, I would like to do nothing anymore, I have had enough of this life, I have not managed to even achieve a stable life because I always live adrift, I have put resumes everywhere and I have not managed I am successful in looking for work because my poor social skills and disability are an obstacle. This system is the main reason I want CTB.