Venting Not doing well

[phoenixx]

I'm not doing well at all right now. I'm in a really bad place. I'm very depressed, frustrated and tired of everything....but unable to ctb right now so I have to hold on and stay alive even though I don't want to. I hate this. I want the suffering to stop. I want to be at peace.

 

[Ashpac]

Same. Another day of acting and pretending im okay to my family. Shits boring now.

 

[Rocksandsand]

Me too. My SN will arrive on Wednesday but I don't foresee a time that I will be able to use it. I feel trapped - I've been completely isolated in my apartment and unable to work for weeks due to my mood. I am just so fucking depressed all the fucking time

 

[ExitTheDay]

Same here, maybe when I escape things will change but I'm not holding my breath for it because life does always find a way to turn around and bite me in the ass