Not being able to ctb at home...

[Ksmиda]

After reading about how some SN attempts are noisy, I decided that I will ctb in a hotel, as I would definitely be heard and rescued if I start making noise at home.
I really wanted to ctb in my room, feeling comfortable. One of the reasons ctb isn't as scary for me is because taking sn on my bed would feel like I'm falling asleep, and I would feel at home.
But no, I'm going to have to do it in a place I've never been before and (possibly) traumatise the poor person who discovers me.
Then again, things don't always go the way we want, and it could be worse.

 

[HopelesslyAlive]

If it's possible, you could stay there for a weekend so that you get comfortable with the room first before doing it, just a suggestion to try to make you feel more comfortable about it? I'd say at least give it a night before you do it, so that way it does still kinda feel like falling asleep.
I apologise if you didn't want advice.

 

[Unknown21]

I totally feel for you, I also had to do it in a garbage dump because I don't even have a private room.

 

[LongForWordlessSong]

Hey, where did you read about SN attempts being noisy? This is sort of new information to me, and I'd like to read what you have read as I also have chosen SN as my method. Also, I sympathize with you and hope you find whatever you are looking for. I hope you encounter no issues on your journey.

 

[Ksmиda]

Hey, where did you read about SN attempts being noisy? This is sort of new information to me, and I'd like to read what you have read as I also have chosen SN as my method. Also, I sympathize with you and hope you find whatever you are looking for. I hope you encounter no issues on your journey.

SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update

I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Some of the attempts described the person breathing loudly. Also, vomiting isn't very quiet

 

[LongForWordlessSong]

SN Successful and Unsuccessful cases 2023 update

I have combined and added all the brief summary of all the attempts, assumed successful and unsuccessful, of SN suicide. These are all posts that the member has made to document the method, news articles, and scientific articles. If I have missed any I apologise and it would be great if you can...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Some of the attempts described the person breathing loudly. Also, vomiting isn't very quiet

I see, yeah that's definitely something to take heed of and factor into your attempt, but for me I think I'll be fine as long as theirs no screaming or anything.