Today is bad. The only thing stopping me right now is that I'm currently watching my nephew. I obviously can't leave him alone. Nor could I allow myself to. But damn do I just want it all to be over. This Friday/Saturday evening I will be fully alone. That's when I'll do some experiments. I'm thinking shallow water blackout. Its easy enough, won't take too much time, and won't harm anyone who finds me (at least physically. Obviously it will harm them emotionally but I can't help that) I was originally thinking CO/Charcoal method but I'd have to do it in my car and would be complicated. But still a possible option. I was wanting to drink beforehand. Will that possibly interfere? Advice?
Swb seems tough but I could see drinking helping. I wanted co too but is complicated. I mean not really but if it were easy it would be more popular
What makes it seem tough to you, if you don't mind me asking? I just wanna make sure I'm not over looking anything. I feel drinking would help not backing out last second. CO is easy yet not. The components are easy enough to get. Its just having the place and time that makes it complicated. I can do so in my car but I'm terrified of something catching on fire. That is not a way I want to go.
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Well, it just seems too easy to sit or stand up. I don't know about the method at all, like in any sort of water. Unless exhaustion took you. I'm not trying to be negative just that SI seems easy to kick in.
I want out of this world also. Still trying to find the method that is fast, painless and 100% lethal.
The gist of it is that you hyperventilate and then hold your breath to pass out. Doing it in water means pass out then drown. Can be done in your own bathtub. So can't sit/stand up if you pass out. Just gotta see if I can actually make myself pass out, that seems to be the hardest part for people. I guess it happens more as accident than CTB
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