kindawannacrylol
Student
- Jan 13, 2021
- 142
I dont understand why everyone wants me to be alive so much. Like i umderstand they love me and don't want to lose me but I've explained how much emotional pain i'm in and how much i suffer everday so if they love me so much wouldn't they try to help me find peace? Instead of trying to trap me in this evil world. They're all so selfish and they dont love me because if they did, they would at least try to undrrstand and stop trying to dissuade me. It hurts so much to say people who claim they love me trying to stop me from trying to find peace, I'm not happy here and they know that, they know how much I'm always constantly suffering, how everyday is such a challenge I dont want to upset them I just want them to understand and support me