mx5nb3

mx5nb3

"The opposite of depression is vitality"-A.S. Tedx
Jun 10, 2020
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Why is it that "normal" people are so happy and able to enjoy life? I just feel like life is so pointless. We all end up in the same place so whats the point of striving to be "unique" and special? I think its a fucking joke when I see people on instagram and youtube with their special little bubble worlds. "SmAsh ThAt LiKe BuTtOn And SuBscRiBe!" And on Instagram with the same stupid little emojis and video edits with shitty rap music. Dont even get me started on the cringey bullshit of the TikTok world. Bleh! Feels gross just typing that.

I used to be an avid skateboarder and car guy, but theres just no fucking point. Work, save money, spend a shit ton of energy and time just to look "cool" and feel unique? Fuck that, I'd rather die.

Linkin Park/Chester Bennington said it best:
"In the end, it doesn't even matter".

What are your thoughts?
 
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Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
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I was never into Linkin Park, but that quote does come to mind often. I preferred the guy from the group who went on to form Fort Minor.

Normies have different brain chemistry. I feel they're much closer to base animals than we are. We're too evolved for our own good, which is why we're the ones considering suicide. Eating, shitting, fucking, and chasing meaning in a meaningless universe is fine for the easily amused homo retardicus.
 
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mx5nb3

mx5nb3

"The opposite of depression is vitality"-A.S. Tedx
Jun 10, 2020
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I was never into Linkin Park, but that quote does come to mind often. I preferred the guy from the group who went on to form Fort Minor.

Normies have different brain chemistry. I feel they're much closer to base animals than we are. We're too evolved for our own good, which is why we're the ones considering suicide. Eating, shitting, fucking, and chasing meaning in a meaningless universe is fine for the easily amused homo retardicus.
Couldnt have said it better.. thanks for sharing your perspective.
 
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KLUF

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Basically serotonin.

Life always evolves in a way that surviving specimens dictate the gene pool. It is not a coincidence that we get a portion of hormones bringing us joy every time we do something that could contribute to surviving: getting food, partner to mate or proving oneself more competent than other specimens. Same applies to means of getting those: money, connections, attractive appearance, being special etc. Feeling special means that one is competent, unique, thus with more chances to mate or get food and shelter.

I hope it helps. If you have questions like this one in the future try to break them down in terms of evolution :wink:
 
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mx5nb3

mx5nb3

"The opposite of depression is vitality"-A.S. Tedx
Jun 10, 2020
118
Basically serotonin.

Life always evolves in a way that surviving specimens dictate the gene pool. It is not a coincidence that we get a portion of hormones bringing us joy every time we do something that could contribute to surviving: getting food, partner to mate or proving oneself more competent than other specimens. Same applies to means of getting those: money, connections, attractive appearance, being special etc. Feeling special means that one is competent, unique, thus with more chances to mate or get food and shelter.

I hope it helps. If you have questions like this one in the future try to break them down in terms of evolution :wink:
Its crazy.. in this super sophisticated world, at our core we are still just animals looking for basic needs. Thank you for your reply
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

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May 22, 2020
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I don't know I really don't get it how people are happy to work shit jobs just to live for not-quite-as-shit weekends and holidays. I suppose if you had an SO it might be okay at times but really? Most couples I know seem bitchy with each other anyway. And no one I know enjoys their job.

So in conclusion, maybe denial?
 
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Whitewash11235814

Experienced
Oct 21, 2019
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I wouldn't be happy being a normie. I'd need to be in top 1% at the bare minimum to be satisfied. I'd also need a creative pursuit that I'm committed to.
I am either destined for greatness or demise.
 
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mx5nb3

mx5nb3

"The opposite of depression is vitality"-A.S. Tedx
Jun 10, 2020
118
I don't know I really don't get it how people are happy to work shit jobs just to live for not-quite-as-shit weekends and holidays. I suppose if you had an SO it might be okay at times but really? Most couples I know seem bitchy with each other anyway. And no one I know enjoys their job.

So in conclusion, maybe denial?
Interesting theory! I would guess thats the case for many people.
I wouldn't be happy being a normie. I'd need to be in top 1% at the bare minimum to be satisfied. I'd also need a creative pursuit that I'm committed to.
I am either destined for greatness or demise.
Very nice finishing line there.
 
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KLUF

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By the way desire to be "1% top" perfectly fits my theory :)) https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/normal-ppl-versus-us.41548/post-760606
 
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Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
418
I wouldn't be happy being a normie. I'd need to be in top 1% at the bare minimum to be satisfied. I'd also need a creative pursuit that I'm committed to.
I am either destined for greatness or demise.
I used to be very good looking and narcissistic as well. I thought I was destined for greatness. I know now I'm not. Being mediocre would be shit despite it being a level up.
 
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SpottedPanda

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I'm all about coffee and cigarettes
Jul 24, 2019
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I think there are many reasons.

One thing is that not all people are introspective. People can blindly go on, taking the cheap thrills with the occasional crash, and be blind to the potential deeper meanings of reality. A lot of people are naturally optimistic, too, and I think attitude plays a great role in experience.

That's without mentioning that many suicidal people, not all, are clinically depressed, so they're literally suffering with an illness that may quite literally kill them.
 
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mx5nb3

"The opposite of depression is vitality"-A.S. Tedx
Jun 10, 2020
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I think there are many reasons.

One thing is that not all people are introspective. People can blindly go on, taking the cheap thrills with the occasional crash, and be blind to the potential deeper meanings of reality. A lot of people are naturally optimistic, too, and I think attitude plays a great role in experience.

That's without mentioning that many suicidal people, not all, are clinically depressed, so they're literally suffering with an illness that may quite literally kill them.
I havent quite looked at it from that angle before, thanks for sharing. I think attitude plays a major role in one's experience as well.
 
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lostangel

lostangel

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Mar 22, 2019
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Honestly, I don't know how some people don't choose suicide. My only guess is that they haven't been exposed to severe emotional pain or maybe they're just strong-minded and are able to prevent themselves from a mental turmoil.
 
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Feb 10, 2020
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I bet the 1% of psychopaths who run this shitshow see average working stiffs 'celebrating' and think 'you have nothing to celebrate moron'
 
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eing born, growing up ... having a shitty job, a shitty career, finding a candidate, starting a shitty family ... how to be happy (even though I'm a slave to debt, fucked up and looking like "I won in life" ", mainly in this illusion of so-called "social network", in which a group of human beings is looking for approvals and has their ego inflated. The marriage ends and you start to be seen as a "failure" that your use ends, you receive in diseases psychic and not final .... she has a serious illness and her life was shit, shit, shit. You can also live alone, but it is also shit. Human beings are animals that live in a partner, mate ... Everyone likes it! I SEND A CHOICE TO DETONATE THIS WORLD IN ONE CLICK, ME, DO IT! Dirty words, WORMS, HYPOCRITES !!!
Why is it that "normal" people are so happy and able to enjoy life? I just feel like life is so pointless. We all end up in the same place so whats the point of striving to be "unique" and special? I think its a fucking joke when I see people on instagram and youtube with their special little bubble worlds. "SmAsh ThAt LiKe BuTtOn And SuBscRiBe!" And on Instagram with the same stupid little emojis and video edits with shitty rap music. Dont even get me started on the cringey bullshit of the TikTok world. Bleh! Feels gross just typing that.

I used to be an avid skateboarder and car guy, but theres just no fucking point. Work, save money, spend a shit ton of energy and time just to look "cool" and feel unique? Fuck that, I'd rather die.

Linkin Park/Chester Bennington said it best:
"In the end, it doesn't even matter".

What are your thoughts?
Being born, growing up ... having a shitty job, a shitty career, finding a candidate, starting a shitty family ... how to be happy (even though I'm a slave to debt, fucked up and looking like "I won in life" ", mainly in this illusion of so-called "social network", in which a group of human beings is looking for approvals and has their ego inflated. The marriage ends and you start to be seen as a "failure" that your use ends, you receive in diseases psychic and not final .... she has a serious illness and her life was shit, shit, shit. You can also live alone, but it is also shit. Human beings are animals that live in a partner, mate ... Everyone likes it! I SEND A CHOICE TO DETONATE THIS WORLD IN ONE CLICK, ME, DO IT! Dirty words, WORMS, HYPOCRITES !!!
 
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mx5nb3

mx5nb3

"The opposite of depression is vitality"-A.S. Tedx
Jun 10, 2020
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I bet the 1% of psychopaths who run this shitshow see average working stiffs 'celebrating' and think 'you have nothing to celebrate moron'
Heck yeah.. I'd bet the same
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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Why is it that "normal" people are so happy and able to enjoy life? I just feel like life is so pointless. We all end up in the same place so whats the point of striving to be "unique" and special? I think its a fucking joke when I see people on instagram and youtube with their special little bubble worlds. "SmAsh ThAt LiKe BuTtOn And SuBscRiBe!" And on Instagram with the same stupid little emojis and video edits with shitty rap music. Dont even get me started on the cringey bullshit of the TikTok world. Bleh! Feels gross just typing that.

I used to be an avid skateboarder and car guy, but theres just no fucking point. Work, save money, spend a shit ton of energy and time just to look "cool" and feel unique? Fuck that, I'd rather die.

Linkin Park/Chester Bennington said it best:
"In the end, it doesn't even matter".

What are your thoughts?
Normal people vs us. Sorry but this concept is so primitive I can't take it seriously. There's no such thing. We are them, they are us
 
IWTD

IWTD

Who knows.
Jun 24, 2020
124
Why is it that "normal" people are so happy and able to enjoy life? I just feel like life is so pointless. We all end up in the same place so whats the point of striving to be "unique" and special? I think its a fucking joke when I see people on instagram and youtube with their special little bubble worlds. "SmAsh ThAt LiKe BuTtOn And SuBscRiBe!" And on Instagram with the same stupid little emojis and video edits with shitty rap music. Dont even get me started on the cringey bullshit of the TikTok world. Bleh! Feels gross just typing that.

I used to be an avid skateboarder and car guy, but theres just no fucking point. Work, save money, spend a shit ton of energy and time just to look "cool" and feel unique? Fuck that, I'd rather die.

Linkin Park/Chester Bennington said it best:
"In the end, it doesn't even matter".

What are your thoughts?
I just stay busy, which for me turns to money, money to buy cars, motorcycles, feeds my family. But If I'm not busy, I start to obsess with CTB so to speak. I'm ok with everyone else, I really don't care how other people choose to live, I hope they are happy whatever it takes, that's something I cannot feel at least not for long. No matter what car or bike I buy.
I think the difference between myself and them (happy people) is they either really are happy or hide the shit outta it. Who knows... when my time comes if by my own hand very few people would have seen it coming
 
Raminiki

Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
Clinically depressed people are more likely to have high intelligence and also a more realistic view of the world, hence the existential despair. More intelligent people are also more likely to have conditions such as autism, and are usually ostracised by society because of different brain anatomy.

I was the most intelligent in my year group. I got straight A* grades across the board bar two subjects in which I got A. I excelled at everything academic and could also outcompete peers in endurance sports.

I was utterly despised and relentlessly targeted by bullies. Not only were they jealous of my intelligence, they hated that I was autistic and behaved different to them.

I was traumatised by my experiences, and grew up with mental health conditions that sabotaged my ability to be successful within society. They destroyed me, and they are now the regular people living regular lives chasing their dreams and I just want to CTB.

I've become a misanthrope and nihilist. This species is as cruel to anomalous individuals as any other. We haven't gone beyond our basic evolutionary behaviours.
 
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