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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
- Aug 12, 2019
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Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering extremely so bad it's a trillion times worse than you can imagine
The only way i can try to put it in words is think of the worst life or worst situation possible the worst pain the most extreme torture. it's really a billion times worse . and being entrapped in that situation is a trillion times worse than anyone can imagine.
if there were a 1% chance of something 1/1000 as horrible happening as could happen, there is no way i would live another hour if i had a guaranteed method at hand. i say an hour to give me time to prepare the method but it could be much less than that just asap now today this hour immediately yeah get me out of this hell. the problem for me is having that 99.9% method ready to go .
what would you trade for 1 hour of the constant worst pain ? 10 hours of the worst constant pain, years of the worst constant pain? not possible ? it's possible .
the brain has the horrible ability to create unending constant unbearable pain. there is pain so bad 1 minute of it makes everything else meaningless.
constant unbearable pain or constant unbearable suffering with no relief is objectively bad. no one would think it's ok to be locked in a basement being tortured by a gang as Junko Furuta and many others have been for months , a gang trying to cause you the worst pain , torture or suffering
the pleasure addictions are subjective and not worth the most extreme torture. i could leave most of these addictions except the clearly biological ones like hunger for food but even the pleasure of eating a sandwich is not worth even a minute of the worst pain
Non-existence forever is the only safety from torture so bad it's a billion worse than you can imagine
nothing can hurt me if i don't exist . no suffering no pain no problems no bad memories. so eternal non-existence is the only perfection. permanent non-existence is the ultimate bliss
I Fear any possiblity of continuing consciousness because then there's the possibility of extreme suffering a trillion times worse than the worst thing u can imagine: which is always the case when there exists consciousness or sentience
I guess people have no idea how bad pain or suffering can be otherwise they'd be every second in ultimate fear of living another minute or existing another minute. And they'd be constantly wishing for the only safety from suffering so bad it's a billion times worse than u can imagine the only safety is non-existence forever .
I had no problems for 13.8 billion years before they birthed me into this hell. big problems began for me only when they birthed me into this hell as an always hungry fragile small animal whose brain can suffer unending constant unbearable pain, a decaying mass of cells fighting an unwinable battle against the most powerful law in the universe the law of Entropy
The only comfort I have is that 1 micro second after my brain dies I will cease to exist forever. . I have only to avoid any extreme torture until I die and cease to exist anyway. But that's like dodging a gauntlet every day for no reason because Life is meaningless suffering
The problem is I'm still alive and can suffer extreme torture any day .
A human is only a brain, cells , chemical reactions. Thousands of books on the cell, evolution, brain science , the law of entropy etc, each book having massive evidence this is true and that nothing else is
The brain creates an illusion that it's something more important than that or different from other machines or other chemical reactions.
There is massive evidence that consciousness is only generated by the brain and that life is cells chemical reactions
That I'm chemical reactions shows even more life is meaningless. Nothing matters except avoiding unbearable pain
There is no evidence at all for any multi verses , soul , afterlives, reincarnation ,computer simulation etc . after all this time trying to find evidence for these continuance of life horrors why haven't they found any evidence?
unending constant unbearable pain has to be avoided at all costs.
The only way i can try to put it in words is think of the worst life or worst situation possible the worst pain the most extreme torture. it's really a billion times worse . and being entrapped in that situation is a trillion times worse than anyone can imagine.
if there were a 1% chance of something 1/1000 as horrible happening as could happen, there is no way i would live another hour if i had a guaranteed method at hand. i say an hour to give me time to prepare the method but it could be much less than that just asap now today this hour immediately yeah get me out of this hell. the problem for me is having that 99.9% method ready to go .
what would you trade for 1 hour of the constant worst pain ? 10 hours of the worst constant pain, years of the worst constant pain? not possible ? it's possible .
the brain has the horrible ability to create unending constant unbearable pain. there is pain so bad 1 minute of it makes everything else meaningless.
constant unbearable pain or constant unbearable suffering with no relief is objectively bad. no one would think it's ok to be locked in a basement being tortured by a gang as Junko Furuta and many others have been for months , a gang trying to cause you the worst pain , torture or suffering
the pleasure addictions are subjective and not worth the most extreme torture. i could leave most of these addictions except the clearly biological ones like hunger for food but even the pleasure of eating a sandwich is not worth even a minute of the worst pain
Non-existence forever is the only safety from torture so bad it's a billion worse than you can imagine
nothing can hurt me if i don't exist . no suffering no pain no problems no bad memories. so eternal non-existence is the only perfection. permanent non-existence is the ultimate bliss
I Fear any possiblity of continuing consciousness because then there's the possibility of extreme suffering a trillion times worse than the worst thing u can imagine: which is always the case when there exists consciousness or sentience
I guess people have no idea how bad pain or suffering can be otherwise they'd be every second in ultimate fear of living another minute or existing another minute. And they'd be constantly wishing for the only safety from suffering so bad it's a billion times worse than u can imagine the only safety is non-existence forever .
I had no problems for 13.8 billion years before they birthed me into this hell. big problems began for me only when they birthed me into this hell as an always hungry fragile small animal whose brain can suffer unending constant unbearable pain, a decaying mass of cells fighting an unwinable battle against the most powerful law in the universe the law of Entropy
The only comfort I have is that 1 micro second after my brain dies I will cease to exist forever. . I have only to avoid any extreme torture until I die and cease to exist anyway. But that's like dodging a gauntlet every day for no reason because Life is meaningless suffering
The problem is I'm still alive and can suffer extreme torture any day .
A human is only a brain, cells , chemical reactions. Thousands of books on the cell, evolution, brain science , the law of entropy etc, each book having massive evidence this is true and that nothing else is
The brain creates an illusion that it's something more important than that or different from other machines or other chemical reactions.
There is massive evidence that consciousness is only generated by the brain and that life is cells chemical reactions
That I'm chemical reactions shows even more life is meaningless. Nothing matters except avoiding unbearable pain
There is no evidence at all for any multi verses , soul , afterlives, reincarnation ,computer simulation etc . after all this time trying to find evidence for these continuance of life horrors why haven't they found any evidence?
unending constant unbearable pain has to be avoided at all costs.
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