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wasteoftimeletssleep
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- Oct 23, 2020
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Are there any other non-active drug users here? (Not currently using, but constantly craving your drug of choice)
It's all I can think about anymore, and it's frustrating not knowing any dealers. I just want to relapse, my life was easier when I was on the drugs. I ordered some kratom online to get a similar effect because I am constantly craving opiates. But if I could, I would choose to just take a giant dose of carfentanyl and go to sleep forever.
Does anyone else dream of walking into a pharmacy where every drug is available to purchase off the shelf?
Im so tired of this life
The chase of the high let's me avoid my feelings of isolation and loneliness, and the drugs make me stop seeking approval and love from others.
Im just so done with living, but I don't have any resources to ctb.
It's all I can think about anymore, and it's frustrating not knowing any dealers. I just want to relapse, my life was easier when I was on the drugs. I ordered some kratom online to get a similar effect because I am constantly craving opiates. But if I could, I would choose to just take a giant dose of carfentanyl and go to sleep forever.
Does anyone else dream of walking into a pharmacy where every drug is available to purchase off the shelf?
Im so tired of this life
The chase of the high let's me avoid my feelings of isolation and loneliness, and the drugs make me stop seeking approval and love from others.
Im just so done with living, but I don't have any resources to ctb.