Futile
Tired of being lonely
- Sep 3, 2020
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One thing I noticed reading stories of suicides (both real and fictional) is that the person usually finds relief in the fact that either will wait or will meet his partner in the afterlife. I suppose it gives a sense of "meaning" to life and to ctb.
The problems is, when you have been alone for all your life, who are you gonna wait for? Even if I go to heaven I will still be totally alone and with nobody to wait for
Maybe it's stupid but it has been bothering me a lot of lately, I'm starting to prefer the idea of eternal nothingness
The problems is, when you have been alone for all your life, who are you gonna wait for? Even if I go to heaven I will still be totally alone and with nobody to wait for
Maybe it's stupid but it has been bothering me a lot of lately, I'm starting to prefer the idea of eternal nothingness