fallingbehind
Passed down like folk songs
- Mar 22, 2025
- 64
During Secondary, I was somewhat of a people pleaser and made as much friends as possible because I hoped that being liked would fix whatever issues I had. Now, Im 21 and all I have is aquaintences that I barely speak to, and my dad.
The truth is, you will lose people when you realise just how fake most people tend to be. There are people right now that will smile in your face, and then call you slurs on the internet. You cant trust anyone. The biggest threat to a womans saftey is the man who sleeps beside her, you cant trust the people you make vows to. You are more likely to be abused and murdered by someone you know, not a stranger. You cant trust anyone.
Understanding this simple fact, which is that you can NEVER EVER know what others are thinking, will destroy any ability to connect with anyone. I care for my dad, but I know he thinks I must be useless piece of shit. I cared about my "friends" but I know they thought I was ugly and desperate to be liked. Peoples actions and words reflect nothing infront of you, the truth lays in their thoughts and body language. Its over for me.
The truth is, you will lose people when you realise just how fake most people tend to be. There are people right now that will smile in your face, and then call you slurs on the internet. You cant trust anyone. The biggest threat to a womans saftey is the man who sleeps beside her, you cant trust the people you make vows to. You are more likely to be abused and murdered by someone you know, not a stranger. You cant trust anyone.
Understanding this simple fact, which is that you can NEVER EVER know what others are thinking, will destroy any ability to connect with anyone. I care for my dad, but I know he thinks I must be useless piece of shit. I cared about my "friends" but I know they thought I was ugly and desperate to be liked. Peoples actions and words reflect nothing infront of you, the truth lays in their thoughts and body language. Its over for me.
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