MeltingHeart
Visionary
- Sep 9, 2019
- 2,151
Just got this message: Seller's message:'Hello, Your parcel is lost'
It was meant to arrive Friday just gone! , this weekend was gonna be my weekend, I cant handle all these extra days-its like torture for me.
Finding it so hard to hold it together, be even vaguely normal, think straight, can hardly think enough to make plan of action as it is & all these extra days are making me worse!! The longer I leave it, the more distressed I am- and will arouse more suspicion when trying to get stuff done, go and stay somewhere etc. f**ks sake!
So Angry&Sad!! I knew it, I knew something would go wrong, I had a feeling in my stomach, this is the worst possible news for me.
It was meant to arrive Friday just gone! , this weekend was gonna be my weekend, I cant handle all these extra days-its like torture for me.
Finding it so hard to hold it together, be even vaguely normal, think straight, can hardly think enough to make plan of action as it is & all these extra days are making me worse!! The longer I leave it, the more distressed I am- and will arouse more suspicion when trying to get stuff done, go and stay somewhere etc. f**ks sake!
So Angry&Sad!! I knew it, I knew something would go wrong, I had a feeling in my stomach, this is the worst possible news for me.
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