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unbelievablydead

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Oct 20, 2025
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"it's so selfish, why would you do that?"... is it not selfish to make me live against my own will? is it not selfish to make me keep trying? keep paying for therapy and meds that don't help? i fucked up. i gave myself ptsd. i made a terrible fucking mistake, and i don't want to carry it anymore. i just want to be gone. like i'm so sorry. it's not that i don't love all the people and things in my life, but i can't enjoy them anymore. i'm not happy. and i hate that, but it's what happened. i would do anything to change it or go back, but i'm stuck. and so i just don't see any other option.
 
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