Renv1o_
Student
- May 10, 2023
- 109
i'm so scared of everything. i woke up in the middle of the night and overdosed on sleeping pills and was delirious for hours. i feel awful and can't even remember what pushed me to the point of doing that and scaring those around me. all i do is hurt people.
i feel so out of control and scared of myself, scared of getting out of bed. i've fallen behind on uni work and have lost all of my friends entirely. i called my doctor for help, as id hate to keep hurting my mum, but they just sent me the crisis line's number.
seriously, what am i supposed to do???? i'm trapped in everything and too old to be babied. there's nothing for me
i feel so out of control and scared of myself, scared of getting out of bed. i've fallen behind on uni work and have lost all of my friends entirely. i called my doctor for help, as id hate to keep hurting my mum, but they just sent me the crisis line's number.
seriously, what am i supposed to do???? i'm trapped in everything and too old to be babied. there's nothing for me
