Venting .No more joy.

[UninformedLover]

There is no more joy. The few things that sparked even a little bit of emotion are gone.

I really don't think I can continue living like this..this suffocating sadness...I can't breathe. I feel like I am losing my mind. Everything is terrible. I do not care if I am percieved as selfish. I hate everything about me. Every fiber of my being. I am just so sad and irritated. No amount of talking will fix this - fix me. Just.. Game over. I am certain I am finally going to kill myself. Very,very soon.

 

[Throwawaysoul]

I feel 100% the same. Nothing brings me joy, nothing at all. I'm sad all the time, pills and talking aren't working.

 

[Bleak Stoic]

Yep. Anhedonia really sucks.

 

[justanotherday]

I no longer find any joy in anything either. I only eat just enough to keep annoying hunger pains away. I only eat one small meal a day. Sometimes I still get hungry at night, but I ignore it, because eating gives me no pleasure any more.