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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
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setting ctb dates sucks the most imo, why the fuck dod i even do it, just to stay atround and be trashed more by life and other peiple??? hell no, the second I have everything I need I'm doing it. fuck dates.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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I suppose setting a 'date' can provide some of us with more 'peace of mind' in that there's an element of 'structure' to an attempt, which instills us with a sense of stability. For me that isn't the case, because I'm too emotionally volatile. I feel as though any action undertaken on my part would have to be impulsive in nature (although I believe CTB should technically never be impulsive because it's the most permanent decision a person can ever make for themselves).

It's heart-wrenching to hear how much you're suffering though. 😥
I wish life would start treating you more kindly. I get the impression that you're a good person and I thoroughly believe that you deserve to be happy. 🤗
 
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